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They are haunting, lonely memories of circling and sweeping matthew grace flood lights from the ship and from choppers moving slowly around in a dark. I always remember the setting as being stormy and matthew grace dark, although I'm certain that matthew grace some searches were carried out in daylight and calm water. I guess it really doesn't matter; when you come up empty handed, you come up empty handed. The result is the same in the sun as it is in the moonlight. It's equally as helpless. I've had recurring dreams about some of those episodes for a long time. Actually, they didn't start right away, more like a few years after my discharge. They had been pretty regular, maybe once every month, up until this past year and a half or so. Now they show up in one form or another weekly, sometimes a couple times a week. Once I start feeling bad about it again, that's an invitation for this dream to run more frequently.
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