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The body parts themselves seem to be conscious, softwaregirls computers and are "relaying" thoughts to me. The ones I pick up are very grateful. But the ones I miss are very disappointed, some very angry, and they let me know it louder and clearer than any positive feedback I get. Additionally, as the boat fills, I end up stepping on, softwaregirls computers falling on, and kicking into the piles of arms and legs, and then THEY start complaining about such clumsy, softwaregirls computers rough treatment. It starts to become a no-win proposition. The entire project is very tiring (physically and emotionally draining) because it seems to be moving at such a fast pace, and the feeling of personal disappointment and failure grows more and more. The boat then drifts to an area where there are no more trees, no more floating parts - just empty fog. It is quiet and chilly, with nobody else in sight, but floodlights (like strobes) sweep the area in a confusing, hypnotic pattern. I stand in the boat, wishing I could sit down and rest, which I can't because the boat is full.
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