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only got about 10% of the things you came out to get. You're going to disappoint a lot of people. You're a failure." The message soaks into my bones along with the cold of the fog. And private college I'm currently private college stranded, having come out of the trees into deeper water where I can't use the pole. So, I end up just drifting, with no control over the boat. That private college adds to the frustration and introduces another layer of helplessness because I know I need to get these body parts "back home" pretty quickly, and can't seem to be able to move. But I wouldn't know which way to go even if I could. I wake up then, and it is virtually impossible to "shake off" the feeling of depression (failure, disappointment, guilt) that hangs on me. Sometimes it lasts for several days. But what the fuck, hey? It's just a dream, just my imagination overworking itself.
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