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Also, I am very generous with money, and extremely careless with how I spend it. But right now, at this time in my life - after just losing my job, bills being due, and being literally completely broke - that $8,500 could have helped clever me change my life. And instead, I have clever felt like giving up on life for the past 2 days. Just because of how disappointed I am in clever myself. I could have done so much for myself, and my family, with that money, and I literally just wasted it away. I was actually really enjoying posting on these boards after finally getting past my 100th post. And I liked reading the trash talk that was going on; even when it was about me. But after fucking up so badly, I just lost enthusiasm. And I still haven't regained it. I did, however, return the aformentioned vaccum to Wal-Mart, as well as a bottle of Eternity cologne, a CD scratch repairer, and a package of M3 Razor blades, and got $109, and bought a reload for my prepaid credit card, and am back gambling online.
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