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2 pac lyric, alli wanted was a coffee, rap song, tupac video, matthew raposo, bootlegs, pop, bbs, jack straw., quotes, big boss, recipes, naming companies, brand, salon, clarence williams iii, | :: Gemini 10:08 PM [+] :: ... Life's a Bitch :: Thursday, November 14, 2002 :: GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING SON OF BITCH.......Well now that I've got that out music magazine of my system lets see if I can music magazine attempt to write something that is even slightly coherent. It has been a hell of a music magazine week with no apparent light at the end of the tunnel. I feel like I'm on the brink of an emotional and mental breakdown and let me tell you boys and girls it's not a fucking fun place to be....actually it's a damn scary place!! I'm trying to hang on...trying not to slide into that dark abyss but with each passing moment it is getting harder and harder. I want to yell and scream...kick and punch...shout on the top of my lungs....JUST MAKE IT STOP - but even that is in vain because no matter what I seem to do I'm still here in the fucked up place called my life.I'm |
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we rap song can't have that!!! :: Gemini 2:39 PM [+] :: ... Hope :: rap song Wednesday, November 20, 2002 :: I'm not sure if things are getting any better or if I'm just getting used to feeling like this. I'm not even sure how exactly I'm feeling - it's rap song a mish mash of a lot of things...frustration, defeat, anger, lonliness, agitation and the list goes on. I can almost deal with all of that...it's the "dead" feeling that creeps up on me more frequently than I'd like that really does a number on me. When all I have is this "dead inside" feeling it makes it easier to just shut down and not give a fuck about anything. But you know what.....I'm not quite ready for that yet.....there's still a little fight left in me....and as long as I have that there's hope! And I'm quite content to just feel hope right now because it's honestly more than I've felt in quite some time!! |
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