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| paul brogren, sarah vowell, by earl hamner, tribute, poems, michael moriarty, trinity don, jim horn, state case law, rapper, danielle von zerneck, girl, company names, gregg rogell, free mp3s, | :: Gemini 8:24 PM [+] :: ... Pain Management :: Saturday, October 26, 2002 :: Permanent state of emotional upheaval seems to be my life's theme marthawainwright right now!! I'm experiencing a whole wack of emotions that I don't know marthawainwright what to do with, nor do I even understand them at this moment. I felt so much better when I was coasting through life with the "Brian Kinney" attitude. marthawainwright For those of you who don't know who Brian Kinney is... what fucking rock have you been living under?!?!?!?! Brian Kinney is the outward epitome of "total emotional control". Some see that as an unhealthy and lonely existence....I see it as my salvation! You see...I'm a master at "pain management." There isn't a feeling, a thought, an emotion that can't be subdued or if wanted badly enough totally turned off and forgotten. It's quite simple actually.....you'd |
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| it's a damn scary place!! I'm rapper trying to hang on...trying not to slide into that dark abyss but with each passing moment it is getting harder and harder. I want to yell and scream...kick and punch...shout on the top of my lungs....JUST MAKE IT STOP - but even that is rapper in vain because no matter what I seem to do I'm still here in the fucked up place called my life.I'm trying to have faith - but faith for what.....for rapper financial security....for peace of mind....for happiness - as if any of those things really exist. People tell me that I've gotten jaded and cynical but I disagree - I'm realistic that is all....nothing more, nothing less. Right now the best I can hope for is to get through the day without losing it completely and that is the fucking reality right now of my life.Fuck...life's a bitch....think I'll take a break from it and smoke a joint! |
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