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I have no idea if there’s anything at all. At the best, it’s just nothingness, no self, no nothing to feel, hear, taste, touch or deal with. At the worst, it could just be exactly the same as it is now but with no exit. Forever pain, forever shame, forever discussion forum feeling like everything I do makes things worse. At the worst, on the other side, it just never ever ever stops. I don’t know much but what I know is that here and now, I can discussion forum choose. I can act, I can do stuff to make it change. I don’t have to stick around people that hurt me. I can learn to fight back if that’s what it takes. I can learn to be better. On this side of life, I can do stuff. On the other side, maybe, probably, I won’t. I take my chances here and now. February 17, 2006, 8:57 Comment by Lucifer: ¶ do you really wanna die or are you afraid to live?all
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