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All content by Jason Kottke (contact me) unless otherwise noted, with some restrictions on its use. Good luck will come to those who dig around in the archives. If you've reached this point by accident, I suggest panic. What's Eating drunk Me? « Grrr10 | Main | » December drunk 13, 2005 OH drunk MY GOD I FUCKING SUCK I am such a god damed motherfucking screw-up it is UNBELIEVABLE. I swear I cannot do one motherfucking thing right. Somedays I wish I had not even been born. God the shame I have. The shame over not being able to run my life right. I try to pretend like it's not there. I try to pretend that it's guilt or disappointment or it's not a big deal, but I have deep deep shame about it. I am so tired of rehashing the same god damn shit, enumerating all of the ways I cannot fucking function. I CAN NEVER EVER FUCKING CHANGE WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TRYING 10:53 AM in Look out, she's gonna blow!
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