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If I had won this hand, which had around $1,000 in the pot, I may have quit playing right then. Obviously, though, I did not. I continued to play for the rest of the tours day, and got as discouraged, angry, and depressed, as I can ever remember being in my entire life. I punched my wall several times, as well as a brand new vaccum that I had just bought, that was still in the box. I tours cussed at God as angrily and profainly as I ever have in my life, and literally clinched tours my fists and cussed over and over. I sat in my room, and in a matter of about 7-8 hours, went from complete elation, to total fucking depression. I literally got fired from my job 1 month ago today, and had been struggling worse than I ever have in my life.
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