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| abusive, 2 pac music video, aquaponics, gridlock, poisonous, civil rights, thug, donna powers, personal essay, craig coyne, thug life, james gandolfini, makaveli 2000, | In that moment, I stared with the cold objectivity of a passing stranger. Looking at Lara, I felt amused. She drama stood, so waitressy with her upright posture and her ponytail swinging. Staring without my usual critical scrutiny, I found her to be prettier drama than I think of myself and younger looking than I feel. A wave of affection enveloped me, as if she was my child, and then I thought, “What a good kid.” After another second of staring I shook it off, reminding myself, “The ‘kid’ is you, Psycho.” With my indulgent analysis over, I drama went back outside to bring more gin and tonics to drunk customers. The music was blaring, as wanna-be hipsters and clubbers on E danced to the beat. I grabbed two drinks and walked over to one of my tables. |
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| All of my life this aquaponics has happened, usually during transitional times. Mostly I enjoy it, seeing it as a moment of growth, like I’m uploading new aquaponics definitions of who I am. Always, I feel that something deeper is stirring within me, something much wiser than myself, perhaps something divine. Now, with my road-dog sister moving out to aquaponics get married and my mom dating a 32 year-old (the first guy since my father passed away, and the same age as my last boyfriend), I guess you could say I’m entering a new phase in life. And of course with all this change, I am experiencing that same disconnect with myself. Cocktailing at Zanzibar, a hip, eclectic club in Santa Monica, I had one such moment. Escaping from the crowd, I went to the bathroom to catch my breath. As I washed my hands, I stared at my reflection. It was one of those mirrors that reflected all angles and I caught a glimpse of my profile as I wiped my hands. |
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