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And of course with all this change, I am experiencing that same disconnect with myself. Cocktailing at Zanzibar, black history a hip, eclectic club in Santa Monica, I had one such moment. Escaping from the crowd, I black history went to the bathroom to catch my breath. As I washed my hands, I stared at my reflection. It was one of those mirrors that reflected black history all angles and I caught a glimpse of my profile as I wiped my hands. In that moment, I stared with the cold objectivity of a passing stranger. Looking at Lara, I felt amused. She stood, so waitressy with her upright posture and her ponytail swinging. Staring without my usual critical scrutiny, I found her to be prettier than I think of myself and younger looking than I feel. A wave of affection enveloped me, as if she was my child, and then I thought, “What a good kid.”
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