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2 pac video, comedy video, scholar, adult eclectic music, gale harold, slavery, barbara bush, jerry ferrara, paul bates, gift set, name development, makaveli, harland williams, feature film comedy, makaveli 2, wordssong lyrics 2pac hell 4 a hustler still i rise (with outlawz),
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Sometimes, I test that something else on the site too, but most times I just click X and save wishing that it was rap song better somehow. That something else has proven time and time again, every day, to kick my ass. Kicks my ass so much, I have no choice but to procrastinate. Suddenly my entire life has rap song become one big ugly Word document that mercilessly snacks (yesterday it was toe-smelling Fritos and baby Teddy Grahams called Cubs) and voraciously IMs (got quite a rap song ridiculous buddy list going). Staring at this blinking cursor literally makes me want to stalk Rhonda, the life coach on Starting Over just to kick her in the shins as a way to expend energy doing anything but this writing shit. And only because I’m so miserable trying to get it just right, I, with my limited range in optimism, have decided that this must be a good thing. That there must be something there. That this vicious cycle -- ordering dumb shit like pudding pops midday just to find myself with my head in the freezer for five whole minutes only to be brought back to the fucking blinking cursor – will end soon, and when I crawl through all the wack bullshit (which can also be labeled fear), I’ll be proud and happy that I did it.
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