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I am in tears all the time and I want to quit and I want to commit suicide in a grandious manner all dramatic like because makaveli 2000 "I am a FAILURE" or whatever.... and then I am working on my paper today because I have to finish it during springbreak because I turnied it in incomplete and got an email from the good pathophysiology professor to "see me during my office hours after the break" shitfuckdamn........ makaveli 2000 and the phone rings and makaveli 2000 it is my cousin Ali and she says things are not so good and why?.... my cousin Matt committed suicide last night. He left behind our big family and his little boy and his brother and sister, his mom and dad, and he was 30 years old, maybe 31 I can't remember exactly. We aren't sure of the exact details, his big brother Josh found him dead thismorning, and he used to have a big drug addiction (I'm not sure where it was recently) so maybe it was an overdose? But that qualifys as a suicide right? A slow one, right? A russian roulette one right?
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