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In fact, once she determined I wasn't kevin brennan (ii) having a kevin brennan (ii) heart attack and I didn't die, she stopped talking to me. Wouldn't even return my phone calls. I think one of the doctors told her it was "probably just all in my head." And then all my well-detailed fantasies of that sweet meat, long-legged blond were just, !POOF!, gone. I remember I really wasn't afraid of being kevin brennan (ii) dead, but the bullshit of the act of dying was a little hard to handle. After several very thorough examinations, the good doctors declared there was nothing physically wrong with me..... it must all be in my head. So I blew it off - the concern, not the head. And then, within a month, the full-blown panic attacks started on a schedule of two or three times a week, totally at random. Hell, I could be sitting at a desk working away or driving a car, it didn't seem to matter. After a few more physical examination, and more statements that "it was all in my head," I said "OK, I can accept that."
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